I'm at home delaying going into work. I get so angry every morning on the way there. It's turning into a constant dreading, anger and crying fit. This is not healthy, this is not who I am. I don't belong there.

Soooo much to do today. I'm feeling really sick too. Thought I was hungry definately not the case.

Going to get my dad a present today, I think I will make him guiness cupcakes too.

Grocery shopping.

Cleaning.

Editing.

allllll day! Exciting huh?

I just hope I stop feeling so disgusting.

Sam got his suit for the wedding! He looks handsomeeeee in it! Excited to see everything starting to come together!

There is so much more to life then sitting in a cube 40 hrs a week. So much more potential.

I've been in a consistent funk. I don't like anything right now. I cry a lot. I feel bad Sam has to deal with me adjusting to this stupid job and trying to be content with suburbia. I feel bad.

Sam is grilling outside. It smells so good. I want my chicken now!!!!

I really need to work on updating this thing. I've been pretty busy. It feels like someone pressed the fast forward button on my life. How is it May already?

Living in the new place now, I like it a lot. It's nice to not spend half my money on gas. It's also nice to not get stuck in the triangles traffic. We are all unpacked but the place is in need of some decorating for sure.

Al turned 21 this past weekend. It was pretty fun, we turned the weekend into an extended party.

First wedding of the season this Saturday. Here we go!

And only about 6 months till my wedding, I REALLY need to get on finishing up the planning!

I'm going to get on here later and blog about things more rich in content.